B"H

Nov. 3rd, 5th of Cheshvan

Pure core, open the corridor door
To my heart, in art form
This comes from the confines
Behind walls, that walled in my soul
Because I was told
Not to talk about the not norm

But I don't got time
Once upon
I am not getting off this subject
Until it's all done

My heart longs
My soul sings songs
At the same time
I'm torn
Between being
grateful and thankful
For all I've got
And feeling alone
In this home
That's not mine

The tune is in my mind
Replaying
It's an anthem of rebellion
And not behaving

This should be haven
But they've taken away
The safe
For jewel thieving

They have beat us down
But the soul is invincible
And our hearts
Are still beating

The tune is in my mind
But I'm not singing
This note needs notes
And this hope needs momentum

My instructions were go
But not go get 'em
Go within
Uncover your soul
It's a vulnerable feeling
But I look up in this room
And there is no ceiling

Just an auxiliary cord
Connected to heaven
I am second guessing,
If this second
Is a second chance
To make a first impression

And the pressure
Under which I'm reacting
Is pressing
So I best be surpassing
I got the strength
To influence the outcome
Affect the surroundings
With the music coming through
So I will trash my protections
And just be
My innermost self, reaching

My only salvation
Is to salvage
What I've neglected
While trying to survive
To give CPR
Because I'm dying to revive
So I will let my soul
Sing the resurrection
It goes

Come,
Let yourself be calm
There is only One
It's not about what you want
Hold their hand
They have felt
So much harm
The song
Needs to be sung
Or none
Can sing along
So use your lungs
It looked so wrong
But do your part
We will dance as friends
It will be different
When you chance
A second glance
Be calm, within
Let down defense
Fnd the passion
And romance
Hidden in
The next series of events